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a field manual for an ordinary life — money, faith, music & a dog named fluffy.

written & illustrated by likhitha.

a quiet corner of the internet · since 2022 · still going
§ 001 — what this is

Have you ever wondered what a blog post is actually made of? Mine are not built from clever ideas. They are built from a feeling i could not put down, a handful of words that came out wrong the first nine times, and one quiet hour where nobody needed anything from me.

this is a place where i think out loud. no schedule, no niche, just whatever refuses to leave me alone — usually money, faith, music, leaving home, and the dog who has no idea i am leaving.

fig. 001 — a post, exploded into its layers.

fig. 001
anatomy · v1
a feeling some words a quiet hour → a post
fig.001 — the layers stack, and a post falls out the bottom.
§ 002 — on attention

most things peak, then fade. write before the slope.

every feeling has a shape a little like this — it builds quietly, spikes when you are least ready for it, and then slides back down into ordinary. the trick to writing anything true is to catch it near the top, before the hill flattens out and you convince yourself it was never a big deal.

half of what is here was written somewhere on that curve. the other half was written on the way down, trying to remember the view.

fig. 002
peak · decay
the peak time →
fig.002 — a feeling, plotted as a hill. write near the top.
§ 003 — on getting somewhere

two hidden handles decide the whole curve.

a thought rarely travels in a straight line from where you start to where you end up. it bends. and what bends it are two control points you can barely see — the things pulling on you from off to the side. change one of them a little and the whole path through an idea changes.

most of these essays are just me trying to find where my handles are.

fig. 003
t = 0.00 → 1
p1 p2 start here
fig.003 — the path bends to whatever is quietly pulling on it.

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