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xvlr

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xvlr

Personal Journal

thoughts& ideas

i write to figure things out.
money, faith, music & a dog
named fluffy.

[ no schedule · no niche · just whatever won't leave me alone ]

hi, i'm L.

i keep this corner of the internet between everything else. i write essays when something refuses to leave me alone — usually about money, power, faith, or the small ordinary things nobody writes down.

i cook, i play a little guitar (badly, fluffy disapproves), i fall down internet rabbit holes for sport, and this september i'm moving to lancaster to study and figure out the next version of things.

BasedIndia → Lancaster '26
Writing since2022
Supervised byFluffy (dog)
Runs oncurl & sweet potatoes

// fluffy — supervisor of all activity

everything
in between.

the xvlr zoo

fluffy

a sheep, apparently

some bird

( tap a creature )

topics, loosely.

01essays

02money & power

03faith & doubt

04music

05code & tinkering

06cooking

07routine & rest

08leaving & grief

journal

[ Selected — newest first ]

— 2026 facts for when the conversation diesJun 6 fluffy doesn't know i'm leavingJun 6 trying to automate my blogJun 6 humanityMar 1 killing arts and humanities is killing usMar 1

— 2025 rabbit holesSep 14 new jobJul 11 anti richApr 17 routineMar 25 connecting apple musicMar 7 tirumala tirupati devasthanamMar 1 dreams, doubts & driveJan 26 on inequalityJan 24 a quiet updateJan 20

— 2024 anti-money launderingDec 30 hinduism: north & southDec 27 new beginningsDec 26 tired.Jul 24 thoughts, part iiFeb 22 thoughts, part iFeb 9

— 2023 sleepless againSep 11 light & shadowJul 18 rust magic with ffmpegJul 3 mindfield 101Jan 1

— 2022 linux permissions (discarded)Mar 4

what's new.

Jun 2026started auto-posting to this site with claude + curl. wrote the whole saga down.
Jun 2026a quiet essay about leaving fluffy for lancaster.
Mar 2026two heavier pieces — on humanity, and on killing the arts.
2025got the job, went remote, kept writing through the burnout.
2022opened xvlr. no plan, just somewhere to think out loud.

scratch pad — drag these around

currently: too many tabs open. again.— me, always

5am wake-up call, courtesy of fluffy.every single day

note to self: the answer is always curl.♡

yes — you can actually move these.

let's talk.

lightyagamipu@gmail.com

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i write to figure things out.money, faith, music & a dognamed fluffy.